i always feel inferior, maybe lack of experiences or even confident... the thing is when last time, i was abit on the plump side which make mi feel dat im not attactive... worst when i enter army... from plump become fat... im always worried abt my appearance... but then since i came over to aust... been cutting down on my weight... now is abt the acceptable weight which make mi feel much better and confident...
yes... i do like her in past n i didnt LIE hor... maybe its fate dat we ever get to know each other n get back in contact now. i do still like her now, but i dunno y, i just cant pick up my courage even after so many yrs. maybe its abt time now???
even though during the period of MIA, i do check up on her thru frenster profile... i think i shld grab my chance when the moment is rite... but then im still stuck in aust... only till mid of '08 i will be able to go back to SG... can or will she wait for mi? I realli confused... maybe time to pray.... for my exams first... =)
feeling small at Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Wish upon the stars
Pick myself up
To graduate
Lose weight
Be myself
Go back home
Leave this sad country
